today's the forth day of work. in case anyone dont know, i'm working at raffles ocbc as a trainee bank officer. haha. which is real cool cause some of my friends had to be a teller first. anyway i will be back soon to update more. cause i'm so busy playing facebook now. wahaha. i love you my dear boy.

OCBC, DBS, UOB, or KIP?

i'm still thinking. which one should i choose. i guess i will get the one with the most benefits? or more pay? or higher chances of promoting? oh man. this sucks. all coming at one go. =(

my babies are sleeping right now. their 3rd day at home. =)

i'm sad cause i didnt have enough sleep.
both of my babies are like scattering around.
i got awaken by some stupid sms.
oh man, this sucks.
why?
cause my beloved is going to stay in his camp for 3 damn months.
which means i've much lesser time with him.
more time with my babies.
less time to argue/fight with him.
more time to take care of my babies.

fuck that stupid asshole who's bullying my sexy bf!

anyway i'm going to post some picture of my new born babies~~ i bet you're gonna love them!! hehe.


the one sitting upright sleeping is 神。 the other one lying sideways is 鬼。 haha. love them to the max!!


this is 神。


and 鬼。


and 神。


and this is 神 as a mat!!! hahahahhahaha. so cute!!! i'm so in love with them. other than the occasional fights. haha.



aites, these are my babies!! what were you thinking! haha. =D

this post is dedicated to a friend of mine. MS HUANG.

this friend of mine. we didnt know each other for a very long time. neither is it a very short time. we knew each other during the last semester of our school life. when stress start building up, we started bitching. somehow. we click. through some bitching, shopping, some really heart-to-heart talk, some slacking, some loitering, some camwhoring etc etc. i really enjoyed the time with you girl. though i've never told you this, i really treasure you as a good friend of mine. so on this very special day of yours, i would like to wish you a very happy happy birthday.

maybe we have drifted quite a bit. not being able to meet up. i hope we'll get a chance to meet up soon aites? take lots of care. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUANG HUIZHEN.

i'm having a super bad headache and it lasted since yesterday. dammit. had suki buffet yest. anyway i bought myself a tamagotchi and a rubik's cube. haha. darn i cant figure out how to solve the rubik's cube yet.

the headache and flu and phlegm stuck is killing me. shall be back soon.

lastly, i'm going on diet.

wahaha. finally got back my connection. anyway these few days had been great. caught rule #1 and semi pro with bf. rule #1 was, erm. okay but there were some frightening scenes at the start which is quite ridiculously when you think back. the story ended quite promptly i should say. semi pro, on the other hand, was a super lame show. just like blades of glory. haha.

met evelyn at the ocbc interview. what a coincidence!!!! waited for her and had a chat. she made me wanna play rubik's! haha. i miss school man. missed all the fun we had. reminiscing the moments. =)

had a drinking session with the emrs peeps. chong and bbox had graveyard. LOL. it's time to meet up again. haha. it's time to chill.

met jes, waney and ifah on waney's engagement. make me feel so like marrying. haha. her gown was gorgeous. but a little too heavy for her size.

us.





and finally...






love me sexy.









HAHA. i love my sexy bf. *beams* =D

dammit. i cant view my blog.

today, i found out something.
something which is not really good for me i guess.
i hope it is not true.
but i can sense it.
i can sense that it's like 99.99% true.
this makes me think back of all that had happened.
maybe that is why.
maybe that's the reason why.
maybe that's the reason why they are not met.
maybe that's the reason why you don't want me to meet them.

i need time to think.
think through everything.
maybe i'm just not the one?
maybe i'm just not up to it?

i think i'm gonna take a break.
take a break from everything.
please do not call or message.
cause i don't think i would be replying or answering.


maybe i will leave.
and get my ass out of this shit.


no, i will leave.